Sermon 87: 1 Samuel 24:17-20

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17. And when David had finished speaking these words to Saul, Saul said: Is this your voice, my son David? And Saul lifted up his voice and wept. 18. And he said to David: You are more just than I; for you have given me good things, but I have repaid you with evil. 19. And you have shown today the good things you have done me, how the Lord delivered me into your hand and you did not kill me. 20. For who, when he has found his enemy, will let him go on a good way? But may the Lord repay you good for what you have done for me today.

[Footnote: Verses 14-16 were not transcribed in the editio princeps.]

In yesterday's sermon we heard how God puts a bridle on us so that, when provoked by injuries, we may not be carried away by our too vehement passions. And we said that the true remedy of patience is to rise to God, who attributes this to himself as proper, to avenge the wicked and those who do injury to their neighbors. And accordingly we taught that we must beware lest we usurp what is not lawful, since this would be to invade God's office; and that on the contrary we must recognize that afflictions and injuries are to be borne the more patiently, the more often God has testified that this is proper to him -- to avenge injuries and to watch over our salvation and to defend the just salvation of his own. And therefore the apostle Paul, wishing to exhort the faithful to patience, not without reason uses these words: that no place is to be given to wrath -- as if to say that our affections must be moderated, and a bridle put on wrath, and we must abstain from all vengeance and give place to God, who, if we are obedient to his commands, can defend us from all injuries. For if earthly judges restrain those who try rashly to avenge themselves before them, because they have rashly invaded another's office or have entirely abandoned it, what do we think God will do to those who invade his office? And indeed we often experience in fact that the wicked triumph over the faithful, with God permitting; we investigate the cause of which and wonder why God so patiently endures the wicked and delays his help to us laboring. But we do not notice that our impatience puts a delay on him, and by too great ardor we do not await the opportune time of vengeance. For just as David teaches us that God will manifest his justice against the enemies who pursued him because he had awaited the divine help in quiet and silence, so on the contrary he warns that we, by our impatience anticipating the opportune time of vengeance, draw down upon ourselves the judgment of God, with God deferring help and permitting the enemies to insult the wretched and tear them with their claws. For we are not worthy that God should make manifest in fact the care which he has for us, since we do not give place to his justice and vengeance, but wish to usurp what he attributes to himself alone. For he has in his power the occasions and times that he never lets slip, indeed in such a way that just as he does not hasten to vengeance against the wicked, so also he does not for a moment defer aid promised to the faithful and necessary, just as he says through the prophet that he will give place to his promises, which nothing can hinder. The more therefore we are by nature prone to seeking vengeance, by which it happens that God withdraws from us, since we have closed access to him, so to speak, the more diligently must the doctrine here set before us be meditated. Since we know that God will be the judge, and will know about all causes, and that no iniquity will go unpunished, and that he will have mercy on the wretched and afflicted, let us firmly resolve not to move our hands, not to draw the sword, not to attack the enemy without divine command.

Moreover, let these things be said about private vengeance for injuries; for the case of magistrates is different, whom God has armed with the sword, and accordingly to whom it is permitted to punish crimes and wickednesses with the sword; indeed who, if they do not do this, are guilty before God of having to give an account. And this very thing Solomon teaches when he says that he who spares the criminal is no less guilty before God than he who committed the crime, which is to be understood about those to whom this office is committed by God. For if any private person has suffered injury or damage from another, he is commanded to bear it patiently, and to possess his life in silence, and to repay good for evil and to await God as judge and protector. Therefore David also used the ancient proverb, as we saw, that wickedness comes forth from the wicked, and accordingly his hand would not be against Saul. By which words David wished to testify that he was not such as the courtiers slandered him to be. For how shall the evil be distinguished from the good except by works? For 'by their fruits the tree is known,' as the Lord Jesus Christ says in Matthew 7. For God alone searches the hearts of men, into which the eyes of men cannot penetrate; but they make judgment about individuals from their life and conduct. If anyone therefore has the fear of God, he demonstrates it in fact and in his works, just as we call that a good tree which produces good fruit. But on the contrary if anyone is prone to evil, in our judgment we condemn him as wicked and an enemy, because he has shown himself such by his works. So in the present case David proves his innocence from his deed, for there is no doubt that if he had been wicked toward Saul, who had fallen into his hands, he would have taken away his life without any difficulty and without any danger. Therefore it is sufficiently apparent with what mind he had been disposed toward Saul, when as if with bound hands to offend the king and his lord he neither willed nor was able. Furthermore, from that ancient proverb by which David defends himself, we ought to gather a useful doctrine; for he joins two things together at once: that iniquity will come forth from the wicked, and that he will therefore not lay hands on Saul. Therefore, when we wish to declare that we are not wicked, let us not use those customary excuses -- that he attacked us first, that we wish well toward all but, when provoked, must repel force with force, that we should not give the wicked occasion for raging against us, that we must howl with the wolves out of a kind of necessity. But on the contrary let us rather suffer him to be wicked who wishes to be so; let us, however, be persuaded that God requires from us a constant obedience in all temptations, and let us willingly obey him. And this is the use of that ancient proverb that David employs: namely, although we be provoked by the wicked, and as it were yielded to them as prey, although they goad us and would, if they could, drive us beyond the bounds of reason, yet let us never forget the divine commandments, and let us not become like those by whom we are solicited to evil, and whom Satan abuses as fiery torches to lead us into evil, and let us never be shaken. To be sure, this doctrine, I confess, is greatly repugnant to our affections and our nature. For even if we had put on an angelic nature, we are nevertheless very easily corrupted by the wicked when they provoke us, even if we have set ourselves to follow God's will, so that we appear most like storms, leaning now to this side, now to that. So much so that we hand over to oblivion the reverence which is owed to God, and the rationale of equity and patience which we had previously received -- and in this men for the most part fall.

But against all these things David's example is to be followed, not such as is here described to us, but such as he himself sets forth in the Psalms: namely, that he diligently observed the wicked, and the more prone he saw them to vices, the more diligently he too kept himself in the fear of God. Therefore the more we are prone to depraved affections when the wicked offer us occasion, let us learn to put a bridle on our desires, and the more the wicked have foamed out their fury, the more let us subject ourselves to the will of God; and besides, let us know that we have a struggle not only against them when they assail us, but also against the higher powers -- as the apostle Paul teaches in Ephesians chapter 6, when he says that our struggle is not against blood and flesh, but against the lords of the world, the rulers of the darkness of this age, and spiritual wickednesses. Therefore when wicked men have risen up against us, and with open jaws like lions or bears seem to wish to devour us, let us know that this does not happen by their own motion (although the wicked are carried by their own malice to evil, of which one day they will give an account before God), but we must rise higher: namely, that they are instruments of the devil by which he drives us to impatience, and accordingly let us not speak against God, nor be carried headlong into an excess of fury. But let us ascend to the origin of our afflictions. For if we shall be so dull and stupid that we cleave to those by whom we are provoked, it will go with us just as with dogs that gnaw the stone thrown at them, and out of anger foam at the mouth, but never look at the hand of him who threw the stone. And such for the most part is the nature of all men who, when provoked by anyone, do not consider by whose impulse it is done, namely Satan their prince. But the spiritual struggle is such that it far exceeds whatever falls under our eyes, or whatever damages we could suffer in these earthly things; and therefore it must be most carefully guarded against that we do not repay evil with evil, but on the contrary turn our eyes to God, and patiently wait for his help, asking from him with fear and reverence strength of mind, that we may be able to resist whatever temptations and assaults. By this means we shall always carry away victory over our spiritual enemies, if we recall this doctrine to use, and that we may resist all temptations, join together these two heads at once: because iniquity proceeds from the wicked, that we be not incited to evil, and that we not pollute our hands with blood, that we not seek vengeance against those who shall have offered occasion, and that we not cover injustice with specious reasons, as men are usually ingenious in seeking out such evasions, when the question concerns the equity of a cause and the retention of a good reputation. But this principle must be retained: that God uncovers the baseness of men, even though it be hidden from mortal creatures. Therefore let every disguise depart far from us, by which we cover our iniquities, and let us approach God with all humility, about to obtain pardon from him. For it would be of little avail to be acquitted before men if we were guilty before the divine majesty. And what indeed will it have profited men to be condemned before God in order that they may be esteemed and made great by men? And what shall it have profited to imitate the malice and wickedness of men, and to join oneself as their companion, whom a horrible curse awaits?

And thus far concerning these things. There follow those words of David: After whom did the king of Israel come forth? Whom do you pursue? You pursue a dead dog, you pursue a single flea. By which words he objects to Saul that he himself does not have a just occasion for fearing himself from David, who has always conducted himself faithfully and modestly toward him, so that he can desire no service of duty, that he has gathered no troops, has agitated no plans against him. And therefore he compares himself to a dead dog and to a flea. I confess indeed that hypocrites and dissemblers, and those who have been most injurious, when finally caught, appear most mild and most gentle, imitating foxes which when caught are accustomed to fawn upon those into whose power they have fallen, to lower their head, to feign death -- which you would finally call the mildest of all beasts; and yet, if they can escape by any fraud, they bring nothing but harm and evil. The same is the manner of double-dealing men, in whom there is no integrity, no candor. For if, after they have indulged their crimes and have raged against their neighbors, finally their hope frustrates them and God uncovers their plans or frauds, so that they fear the imminent punishments of their crimes and wickednesses, then you would say they are altogether other men, in that they are accustomed to excuse themselves with flattering words, to confess their crime, to detest it, to beg for pardon; in short, to promise everything and to make great promises about themselves for the future. This, I say, is the custom of hypocrites: that when they are pressed by necessity, they are accustomed to imitate the sons of God like apes. But not so David, who calls himself a dead dog and a flea, in order to clear himself before Saul of the calumnies, and to show that he had never thought of seeking any dignity by exalting himself and entering into plans against him -- in short, that he had attempted nothing through ambition.

For I ask, from where arise so many quarrels, so many contentions among men, except from ambition and the desire for honors? Hence, as Paul rightly admonishes, the hatreds of some toward others, hence dissensions, hence the various zeals of doing harm to others. Therefore, if David had aimed at revolution, if he had sought favor and authority among the people by evil arts, if he had exalted himself above the king and his sons, then truly Saul would have had sufficiently just occasions offered to him for pursuing David, and for pursuing him with potsherd and mud, and for filling everything with just complaints and terrors -- as when the heaven is shaken with thunders, and earth and heaven seem to be mixed with hail and savage storms. But from where such a great crash, and so great a murmur on every side? Surely because vapors are lifted up from the earth into the air, and alter its constitution. For if there were no alteration in the air by the rising of vapors, the highest tranquility would always exist; but when those things rise which ought to creep on the ground, and when clouds running together in the air impede the splendor of the sun, then we see all things so confused with thunder and storms that nothing appears anywhere except the highest confusion. Not otherwise do we see it happen among men. For if individuals contained themselves in their calling, and bore themselves modestly in it, and contented with that desired nothing greater, the highest tranquility and quiet would appear everywhere, and we would not imitate hunting dogs always gaping for prey and tearing one another with their teeth. But ambition and the desire of honors drive men into quarrels, contentions, and various conflicts. Therefore not without reason does David here compare himself to a dead dog, that he may show himself never to have wished to be exalted beyond his calling, to have plotted no plans against Saul, to have sought no revolutions, to have not sought favor and authority for himself by base boasting nor insolence against Saul, but to have been content with his lot, and to have preferred his humble station to a greater. And we must recall this doctrine to use, so that he who is set over others in dignity and authority may not on that account be lifted up, nor think magnificently of himself, nor despise his inferiors and those subject to him; but in the fear of God and in simplicity and modesty walk; and let him fear the horrible punishment upon the proud, and that the more grave the more they have been lifted up, and have violated the human order. For graver vengeance of God awaits those who by ambition and desire of honors have raised themselves above others, than those who have lived contented with their middling state and condition. Hence, therefore, let subjects learn not to desire the dignity of their superiors, much less to rise up against them in order to obtain it, but contented with their own condition, although it be vile and abject, to live a life of concern toward men, knowing that it is pleasing and acceptable to God, no less than a higher and more excellent one. Therefore let them abstain from all complaints and reproaches and murmurings against God, of whatever rank and dignity men may be, and let them peacefully submit themselves to God's will, and let them also use the doctrine of the apostle Paul, that individuals in honor should prefer others and put them before themselves; and accordingly let rich men and men of the first rank know that even to abject and despised men God has distributed his gifts, not to be despised; and let them diligently examine their own vices, and weigh their own infirmity, that they may know themselves to have been placed by God in such a rank not by their own merit but by his goodness; and accordingly let them subject themselves to the feet of God, and so deal with their neighbors that they should not wish to do an injury to any, even the smallest, even if they say an occasion has been offered, that they complain of having been first provoked by injuries. Let us from the heart detest and flee the example of Saul, whose fury we see in pursuing David; but rather let us patiently bear whatever injuries, and let us overcome by patience the fury of the most savage enemies, that they may be found inexcusable before God, since they cannot rightly complain of having been provoked by us by any injuries, nor of their authority having been violated by our plans -- whom their own conscience convicts of always having been quiet and peaceful.

Moreover, the arguments which David brings forward in his own defense seem to have been about to irritate Saul more and more against him, whom we see thereafter not made better, nor returned to a sound mind, but obstinately pursuing David to the death; yet they greatly aided David. For when his voice was heard, Saul, moved, exclaimed: Is this your voice, my son David, and lifting up his voice he wept. And he said to David: You are more just than I, for you repay me with good when I have afflicted you with evil. He therefore confesses David to be just and innocent, and himself to be wicked, who pursues him provoked by no injury. Nor indeed should we think those words to have been feigned, words which tears followed -- witnesses of the conscience that was rebuking him, and which declared that some natural good affection still remained in Saul, so that he could rightly be said to seem to have returned to a sound mind, and to be led by repentance for his deed, since he had so perfidiously pursued a faithful servant. So great was the force of David's voice, that it elicited this confession from him. And there is no doubt that God in some way wished to relieve him in his labors, that for the future he might persevere in patiently bearing the rest of his afflictions, having learned, taught by experience, that God does not permit his own to be yielded as prey to enemies, to be torn and devoured by them, even though they fall as it were into the very jaws of wolves, but is a faithful shepherd who protects and guards his sheep against any incursions of wild beasts. Let us, therefore, learn that the condition is not best of those who greatly exalt themselves and breathe nothing but blood and slaughter, but that those are blessed who under God's protection and guard patiently bear the injuries of others. We must therefore beware lest we seek to provide for ourselves with headlong zeal, the outcome of which God shows will be unfortunate. Or shall we change the will of those manikins? Therefore in these times, in which the enemies strive with all their forces to suppress the light of the gospel, let us beware lest, although many reasons may occur not only for escaping dangers but even for propagating the gospel in many places, we nevertheless rashly undertake anything, unless we rest on a firm foundation -- since otherwise all our efforts are going to be in vain. Therefore the whole matter must be committed to God, and we must take refuge in his help, so that he who possesses any authority should yet acknowledge that he is not permitted to use it unless God commands, and let him by no means doubt that God is the witness of his humility, and when it shall be opportune will run to the help of him who labors -- which will be far more excellent than all human safeguards. And this doctrine must be meditated by the example of David, whom we observe to have soothed and pacified with friendly words the mind of Saul, previously raging with anger and hatred against him. And what this example sets before our eyes, the same Solomon teaches in general: that violent affections and wrath are broken by gentle words. Let us therefore, about to break the threats and plans of wicked and arrogant men, by which they devise nothing but disgrace, injuries, slaughters, defend ourselves by our innocence; let us declare in deed itself that we do not desire to repay evil with evil, yet so however that we do not dissemble their wickedness and malice, but set them before their own eyes, reproach their ungrateful soul, and at length, when they persevere in stubbornness and rebellion, let us cite a day for them before the tribunal of God -- as we saw David to have done before. Following this method, let us not doubt that God protects, and so aids us by his help that, having experienced his help in our straits, we may have an occasion of fleeing to him, and may not doubt that he will continue it to the very end. And accordingly we shall be so prepared that, if having received an injury a second and third should follow, we may patiently bear them, endowed with that mildness which God commands.

But come, let us expound the individual words of Saul. He calls David his son, just as David also had called him father: not only on account of the kinship and connection of affinity, because Saul had given his daughter to David, but also because kings and princes ought to be endowed with a paternal affection toward their subjects. Indeed I confess David had not experienced such a Saul toward himself, but rather a tyrant and a wicked man. Yet by that word David roused Saul to recognize his own duty, and to put on some humanity admonished by that appellation of father, and to return to a better mind. Saul therefore, moved by that word, calls him son whom previously he had made detestable to all as a traitor and an enemy of the kingdom, and had sought with great forces to put to death. Son, I say, he calls him, and besides confesses and acknowledges himself to be perfidious and a traitor. But who would have dared to charge the king with this crime? Who would have got off with impunity who had called the king a tyrant and wicked, who so cruelly pursued an innocent man and one to whom he was bound by very many benefits? For if you compare David's cause with Saul's, you will say that the latter could not complain of him, nor could he accuse him of injustice -- and we are speaking about human and civil justice among men, that we may understand how David conducted himself toward Saul. Saul therefore himself judges in favor of David, and acknowledges his innocence, which no one would have wished to defend, whether of the courtiers or of the common people, all of whom rather had to flatter Saul, and David had to be held a wicked man whom Saul hated and pursued.

And these are flatteries far too common among men. For because judges are to be honored, and one must stand by and acquiesce in their decrees and sentences — since otherwise everything on earth would be in confusion — this, I say, by this specious pretext, those who sit at the helm of affairs and have been advanced to some grade of dignity, although they conduct themselves most petulantly, and seem to wish to mix heaven with earth, and are injurious to God himself and to nature, yet do not allow such things to be objected to themselves, nor admit anyone's reproof; in fact, they are gravely angered, as though something were detracted from their probity and integrity, which is a wicked thing. But to omit those impudent-faced men, condemned by their own vices, what shall we say about those preachers who pollute their office most miserably under the appearance of virtue? For, they say, since the magistrate approves me, who can rightly reprove me? Do I not have liberty of speaking, this or that, and of using my authority for this or that matter? And so they think that whatever they care to babble out is permitted them. But it must be known that we are not to rely on men, but on equity and justice and integrity, of which all are witnesses. Therefore, if it should happen that wicked men dazzle the eyes of the simple by some pretext, although nevertheless they have polluted the very air by their crime and have darkened the sun's brightness, let us patiently await the outcome, which one day shall be doleful for them, with God uncovering their baseness and eliciting from their own mouth the confession that those whom they unjustly and perfidiously pursued were just. Although therefore they have been complaisant to all things, yet, even unwilling, God will at length compel them to confess their wickedness and worthlessness.

Moreover, to these words tears were added: by which, although Saul testified that he was not insincerely pronouncing David just, yet he did not make his own condition before God any better, nor was he led by serious repentance for sin. And in this part many are deceived, who think that they can cover their sins by some groans and sighs, and that God deals unjustly with them unless he immediately absolves them, and comes to meet them about to congratulate them. But where do these things flow from except abundantly from hypocrisy innate to us, which we cannot renounce, nor our affections, which, as is fitting, we do not weigh? Besides, we are entirely ignorant of what true repentance is; if we had a true sense and knowledge of it, we would not so rashly use its name. But we think that one or two tears suffice for covering sins, or we esteem the mere confession of sin to be true repentance: but we wander by a whole heaven. For let us compare such a confession with Saul's tears. For here a king weeps, indeed wails, and with a great voice confesses his perfidy, so that not only David himself and the troops of soldiers that accompanied him are witnesses of that confession, but even the very rocks and crags seem to be moved and to be filled with Saul's groans. Shall we not therefore rightly say that the groans and tears of this king should be held rather for serious repentance than the words of those who say with the mouth: 'It repents me of the deed'? Surely it was no small thing for Saul of his own accord to undergo this disgrace, that he should call himself a man who had perfidiously pursued an innocent man, and frankly confess his fault; and accordingly this confession of Saul, confirmed by so many words, is to be far preferred to the simple confession of those who say in one word: 'It repents me.' And it seems to have been a great virtue not to blush before so many witnesses' faces. But these things ought not so to move us, that if we shall see the tears of certain ones, we should call them on that account converted, but rather we must wait a little, until the outcome shall reveal what was the disposition of their mind: whether they have conducted themselves dissemblingly, or whole and sincerely. But if at the very first moment their repentance is not to be admitted as serious — which they testify nevertheless by tears and groans — what shall we judge to be established about wicked and cruel men, who, hateful to God and men, have so hardened themselves that you would more easily extract water from a pumice than a tear from them? Indeed they must have rubbed off shame from their forehead, and put off blushing like a whore in a brothel, and been marked by a special sign of the devil. Therefore this doctrine must be diligently meditated, and recalled to our use, lest we suppose we can impose upon God when we have been touched by some sense of sin and affected with sadness. For God is not appeased like men or boys with a cake or an apple; but he requires a sincere mind, the inner recesses of which are searched, and perseverance.

What then shall we say of Saul's repentance, who calls David his son, who pronounces him more just than himself, who confesses his sin of his own accord, who even pours forth tears — witnesses that nothing is said by him insincerely? He was therefore not playing with David in empty words, but speaking seriously. And yet there was a certain dissimulation and hypocrisy hidden in his breast, by which men laboring are so blinded by their own vice, and become so stupid, that they do not feel nor acknowledge with what disease they labor. Thus it for the most part happens that those who, having committed some sin, have shed a few tears, seem to themselves to have satisfied God and to have put on a new skin; to whom, if you should pardon that, they return to their former mind, indeed are carried with a kind of frenzied license to evil: because they persuade themselves that they have more than satisfied God before, and that he will not henceforth require an account of their misdeeds from them. Hence therefore let us learn to weigh ourselves precisely; and let us know that true repentance is not placed in this. For mere sadness on account of an evil deed, although it be the beginning of true repentance — as Paul teaches in 2 Corinthians — is not nevertheless the whole of repentance, which must be continual. Many therefore imitate Saul, content with the external signs alone of repentance: but these things do not suffice for the truly penitent, who must put off the old man, and so deeply imprint the fear of God in their souls that they may hate the past evil, and for the future give effort that they may not only be moved by some impulse, but persevere in the repentance begun, and that piety may take such deep roots in their souls as to bring forth good fruit. For although a thousand times we should profess a serious conversion to God, and should testify that vices displease us, yet unless our life corresponds, whatever we shall profess with our mouth will be deceitful and fraudulent. Therefore let us pray to God with ardent voice that he may grant us true repentance with perseverance: that it may correspond to the tongue, and that we be not so light and inconstant as to return in a moment to those things which we previously condemned.

There follows next that Saul pronounced sentence against himself with these words: The Lord repay you good for what you have done to me today. For God had delivered me into your hands, but you have let me go unharmed, you have today loaded me with many benefits. From which words you may gather that Saul was not only truly converted and led by repentance for his deed, but also very religious, and burning with zeal for true repentance, and inwardly affected in soul by the injury which he had inflicted on David, when he so demits himself and in some way subjects his royal dignity to David — far unlike those who confess their sins only in part and from the mouth, while in the breast they cherish something else. For Saul could seem to have been able to take exception against David: 'Granted, he let me go unharmed, but having reverenced my dignity, which he knew that, if he had violated it, he would not have got off with impunity.' Or he could have satisfied the people with words, and retained his authority before them, while yet dissembling the injury which he had inflicted, and the benefits which he had received, as kings and princes are wont to dissemble the benefits which they have received from their subjects, because they are ashamed to confess them, although they indeed acknowledge some faithful subject, yet do not wish to confess that they have wronged him. But on the contrary Saul here openly and frankly not only confesses the injuries done by him to David, but also acknowledges the benefits conferred by him upon himself, and pronounces sentence against himself, and forgets none of those things which made for David's innocence. In fact, he even prays well for him, so that you would say nothing was lacking in Saul for true repentance, and — what is more — that he was being ruled by the Spirit of God himself: for whereas previously he heaped up nothing but curses, and implored the help and aid of his men against David, now praying well for David he asks God that he would abundantly repay to him the benefits which he received from David. All of which indeed have the appearance of a good mind: as many are wont to feign piety by certain external signs; but yet, since there is no perseverance nor constancy, they cannot be held for true repentance, and although there be many tears, many groans, yet unless they appear as the fruit of that living root, they are vain and empty.

Therefore learn that we must seriously think about ourselves; and that effort must be given that each one hold himself suspect, lest, if we are touched by some bite of conscience and affected by some sadness, we suppose that we have arrived at perfect conversion: but if any spark of conversion has been kindled in us by God, let us ask that that fire be kindled, and let us condemn our sins more and more, and beg pardon for our sins; and let us solicit God with more ardent prayers that he may open our eyes, that recognizing our sins and miseries, we may learn to hate them, indeed even ourselves, until we feel the true fear of God engraved in our hearts, by whose force and efficacy we may daily make progress for the better, so much indeed that, if any affliction shall exercise us, we never despair, and whatever befalls, we never waver. For how miserable would our condition be if at one moment we were led by love of the right, and bore some integrity before us, but at another moment were thrown across by the fraud of the devil, and dragged from the right path — which would surely happen if, having been converted to God, we did not persevere in what was begun, and as it were with a ring inserted in our nostrils were led about. Therefore in Saul as in a mirror we ought to behold how great is the hypocrisy in men, how great the force of vices, how great of blasphemous voices, how great of human affections, that we may the more ardently learn to pray to God that he would strip from us all arrogance of soul, and grant a good mind which may teach us to walk before God without disguise.

Moreover, although Saul's confession seems in the opinion of men to have profited David nothing, yet it was not altogether useless. For grant that David received no benefit from this confession, Saul wished nevertheless that he should be condemned by his own mouth and sentence, that a heavier judgment might be derived upon his own head, like a thunderbolt. For this reason Paul adduces the sentence of Solomon: namely, that those who do good to enemies, and repay evil with good, heap coals of fire upon their heads. For with these words the apostle teaches that enemies are either drawn by benefits to a better mind, and in a manner softened, who previously seemed to rage, or are made more hardened, with God blinding them and casting them down into greater confusion — as we see happened to Saul. For although God wished Saul to pray that he would repay David the benefits with which he had affected him, indeed there is no doubt that he took God as judge for himself in David's cause, and as it were despoiled himself of God's mercy and favor, in order to hand over to David the hope of the kingdom — as if to say: May God never spare me, never be propitious, may he strike me with all curses as with a thunderbolt, and on the contrary aid David with his help and perpetually defend his integrity. This force those words of Saul had, by which he took God as judge to himself, and as it were appointed him as adversary if he should deceive. Hence let us learn, when about to pray to God either for enemies or for those by whom we have been affected by benefits, to beware lest we pray against ourselves. That is, let us give every effort that with that mildness of soul, that patience, that equity, that integrity we walk before him, and live with our neighbors, that we provoke him not to wrath, by injuring this or that one. For God always defends the cause of the innocent, and protects the afflicted. Therefore those who are about to invoke God ought to lay aside all enmities, hatreds, frauds, and harms, and to put off all depraved affections, that we may feel God's favor toward us. For God is wont to do good to those, and to receive into his protection, who not only do not pursue the injuries received against their enemies, but repay benefits for injuries, and retain inviolate the authority of those whom God has raised to some grade of dignity.

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