Section 9

Use 2. For examination. Here you may know whether you are true Christians by the trial of your love to Jesus Christ. Examine yourselves therefore, whether you love Jesus Christ whom you have never seen; the most in the world do love truly those persons and things only which they have seen; but can you say that you sincerely and chiefly, do love Jesus Christ whom you have not seen? The love of the most does arise from the notice which the eye does give of the objects beloved; but does your love arise from the notice which the ear has given by the word, of the amiableness which here is in Christ?

Question: How may we know whether we have true love to Jesus Christ?

Answer: You may know the truth of your love to Jesus Christ, 1 by your desires after Christ's presence, 2 by your prizing and frequenting those ways wherein Christ is to be found, and seeking him therein, 3 by your love of Christ's image, 4 by your obedience to Christ's commandments.

First, by your desires after Christ's presence; wherever there is a great love to any person, there is a desire after the presence of that person: do you sincerely and earnestly desire Christ's presence? There is a twofold presence of Christ, his gracious presence here, and his glorious presence at the last day.

1. There is Christ's gracious presence here (John 14:18): I will not leave you comfortless, I will come to you. You desire that such friends and relations would come to you, but do you desire chiefly that Christ would come to you? Christ comes to his disciples in a way of gracious communication, in a way of gracious manifestation, and in a way of sweet consolation which does result from both.

1 Do you desire that Christ would come to you in a way of gracious communication? Are your desires after communication of spiritual light from Christ to teach and guide you; of spiritual life from Christ to quicken and encourage you, of spiritual strength from Christ, to support you under burdens, and enable you to duties? Do you earnestly desire communications of all kinds, and further degrees of grace out of that fullness of grace which is in Christ? Do you hunger and thirst after Christ's righteousness, not only that it may be imputed to you for your justification, but also that it may be more and more imparted to you for your further sanctification, that you might be brought and hereby wrought into a more perfect conformity and likeness to Jesus Christ: this is an evidence of true love.

2 Do you desire that Christ would come to you in a way of gracious manifestation (John 14:21)? He that loves me, shall be loved of my Father, and I will love him, and will manifest myself to him. Do you earnestly desire the fulfilling of this promise? That Christ would discover to you more of the loveliness of his person, and of the love of his heart? Are you grieved when your beloved does withdraw himself? When the curtain is drawn, and a cloud does interpose between you and this Sun of Righteousness; when he hides and veils his face from you? And do you long after Christ's returns, and the discoveries of himself to you? Come Lord Jesus, come quickly; be as a roe or young hart, upon the mountains of spices; leap over the mountains, and skip over the hills, and make haste to my soul, which is sick of love for you in your absence from me: O that I might see your face which is so fair! That I might hear your voice which is so sweet! That I might feel your presence which is so refreshing! O that I might behold your heart-ravishing smiles! Say Lord that I am yours, and you are mine; that you have loved me, and given yourself for me; that your love to me was from everlasting, and that it is unchangeable. Are these or such like, the breathings of your souls? Such are the breathings of love to Christ.

3 Do you desire that Christ would come to you in a way of sweet consolation which does result from this communication and manifestation? Are you desirous after the oil of gladness, which Christ is anointed with? That he would give you of the unction of the Spirit, not only to sanctify you, but also to comfort you? Do you desire that your hearts might be filled with spiritual joys, the joys of the Holy Ghost, which are unspeakable and full of glory? Do you desire the comforts which Christ does give, beyond all the comforts which the world and the flesh can give? The comforts which come in at the door of faith, beyond all the comforts that come in at the door of sense; those joys which are in Christ, beyond all joys that can be found in the most sweet and desirable creature-enjoyment? This evidences true love to Christ. Thus do you desire Christ's gracious presence.

And do you desire also Christ's glorious presence at the Last Day? When he promises, Surely I come quickly, can your hearts make answer as (Revelation 22:20). Amen, even so come Lord Jesus? Are you glad you live so near the end of the world, that the Lord is at hand, that the coming of the Lord draws nearer and nearer every day? Can you lift up your heads with joy, when you look towards the place where the Lord Jesus Christ is, at the right hand of the throne of the Majesty on High; and think with comfort, that yet a little while, and he that shall come will come, and will not now delay much longer; that within a while Christ will descend from heaven with a shout, the Lord with the sound of the trumpet, and that your eyes shall see him in the brightness of his glory and majesty? Do you look and long for the day of Christ's glorious appearance from heaven, when you shall be awakened out of your graves (where you may take a short sleep before) and be gathered together by the angels, and be caught up in the clouds, and there (in shining garments of immortality on your bodies and of Christ's unspotted righteousness in your souls) be brought with shoutings and acclamations of joy and triumph into his presence, who will then acquit you graciously from all sin and punishment, own you openly for his faithful servants, crown you gloriously before the whole world, and receive you to live and reign with him to all eternity? Have you such desires as these? If some of you say, you are afraid of Christ's glorious appearance, lest then you should be rejected because you fear you are not ready and prepared; yet can you say also from your hearts, that you desire above all things that you may be ready, that you endeavor to make ready, that it is your grief you are no more ready, and that if you were ready, and were assured of your interest in Christ, you could desire that Christ would come immediately; and that you desire no greater happiness and felicity, than to live with Christ in glory; and that you account the presence of Christ in heaven to be the happiness of heaven? These are evidences of true desires after Christ's glorious presence, and of sincere love to Christ.

Secondly, you may know your love to Christ, by your prizing and frequenting those ways wherein Christ is to be found, and seeking him therein. Such are the ways of his ordinances both public and private. Christ's way is in his sanctuary, and in his ordinances he may be found; do you give your attendance to ordinances, public prayer, the preaching of the word, the sacrament of the Lord's Supper? And do you prize these ordinances because of the stamp of Christ's institution upon them, because of Christ's presence in them, and because they are a means of bringing you and Christ together? And when you are under ordinances, do you diligently seek after Christ in ordinances? Don't you rest in the outside and carnal part of ordinances, in meeting with God's people there? Or do you design, desire and endeavor after something more inward and spiritual and incomparably sweet, that you meet with Christ there, that you may have fellowship with the Father and the Son therein? And upon this account can you say as David, How amiable are your tabernacles O Lord! and A day in your courts is better than a thousand (Psalm 84:1). And, One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after, that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord, and to inquire in his temple (Psalm 27:4). Do you also seek after Christ in your families, and in your closets? Do you seek him in secret prayer and meditation? Your love to Christ does express itself in your desires; your desires do show themselves in your seeking after Christ in his ways.

Thirdly, you may know your love to Christ, by your love of Christ's image: there is the image of Christ on his Word, and there is the image of Christ on his people.

Do you love the image of Christ on his Word? As Caesar's coin did bear Caesar's image and superscription, so the Word of the Scriptures, which is the Word of Christ, does bear Christ's image and superscription. Do you love the Scriptures because of Christ's image which is upon them? Do you love the Word of doctrine in the Scripture, because of the image of Christ's truth and wisdom upon it? Do you love the Word of precepts in the Scriptures, because of the image of Christ's holiness upon it? Do you love the Word of threatenings in the Scriptures, because of the image of Christ's righteousness upon it? Do you love the Word of promises in the Scriptures, because of the image of Christ's goodness, grace and love upon it? You have Christ's Word in your Bibles, and sometimes sounding in your ears, but does the Word of Christ dwell in your hearts? You receive Christ's word in the light of it, do you receive his Word in the love of it?

Do you love Christ's image on his people? If you love not your brother whom you have seen, how can you love your Lord whom you have not seen? All Christ's disciples do bear Christ's image; if you love the original you will love the picture, although it be but imperfectly drawn; if you love the perfect goodness and holiness which is in Christ, you will love the goodness and holiness which you see in the saints, although they have it but in an imperfect measure: do you love Christ's disciples and that because of Christ's image, although they differ from you in some opinions which are circumstantial?

Fourthly, you may know your love to Christ, by your obedience to his commandments (John 14:15). If you love me keep my commandments; and (verse 21) he that has my commandments and keeps them, he it is that loves me. You have Christ's commandments, do you keep them? You know them, do you practice them? Your love to Christ is known by your obedience to Christ. If Christ be your Beloved, he is also your Lord; if you have true affection for him, you yield subjection to him. If you love Christ, you are careful to please Christ; you are not the servants of the flesh, to take care to please the flesh; but you are the servants of Christ, to take care above all persons and all things to please Christ. If you love Christ you are fearful of giving just occasion of offense to men, but above all you are fearful of displeasing and offending your Lord. Do you labor so to walk that you may please Christ in the way of sincere and universal obedience? Are you hearty in your obedience to Christ? Have you a respect to all his commandments? Is it your grief that you fall short in your obedience to Christ? If you can say in the presence of the Lord, and your hearts do not give your tongues the lie, that you don't live and allow yourselves in the practice of any known sin which Christ forbids, nor in the neglect of any known duty which Christ commands, this is a sure evidence of true love to Jesus Christ. Thus for the trial of your love to Christ.